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Sunday, January 22, 2012
do you miss me? Hi. I'm back it's 2012 already, entered another different class. I miss my old class. Anyway, This is year theres alot of coursework to do. damn irritating. I took boi,chem, geo,ss, then art. Gosh, i hate art. Draw until i can cry. REGRETTED so much k. Sigh. But no choice already. I didn't chose properly last year. Now sigh, bo bian already! k i just move forward uh. Elaine you can do it! k. Maths is gets harder very single year. And you know i'm not a maths lover. I hate maths so much! Urgh, going get a tutor soon! ASAP uh. Kaisheng is having his O's this year. And It's have have been 2weeeks. We have not seen each other. Until last friday. We went bugis, cause his classmates wants to shop for cny stuff. sigh only for have few hours. I gets to see his stupid annoying face. I miss him so much <3 sigh. I know i should understand. Why he can't meet me everyday. Because of his f&n tutorial almost everyday. But i can really feel that our love is fading away. :( Cried almost every night thinking about him. Maybe i think too much uh. Maybe i'm just scare one day i'll lose him like how i lose the previous one uh. Sigh but he told me he promise to sustain our relationship. Is that even possible. Sigh. You know right, girls, likes to think & feel alot. Well ugh. i feel he don't really like me like he used to last time. :( you see, He don't really send texts like "i miss you" , "i love you" anymore. And not starting the conversation first. Feeling really really insecure. And that day when we go out that friday to bugis. Uhuh. He left me behind alone. While him walking so fast and quick with his friends infront. K this is the first time. A GUY DID THAT TO ME. Being pushed and boyfriend is all the way infront talking to his friends. sigh. WHAT IS THIS. he don't really held my hands like he used to. :'( Sad right. I'm sad, really sad. i feel insecured. This is really the first boyfriend i ever had. Letting me trying lots of new things. K this is the first time i have a boyfriend not seeing him for 2weeks. for a few hours i miss him already. 2weeks? kills me! :( Now cny is coming. sigh when will we eveer gotta meet again? hmmmm, next year?! sigh. I miss you so badly. I wish you're beside me right now. I miss your hugs, kisses. one question for you, "Do you still love me?" cause i still love you, like a g6! :( |
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What did you do to my heart
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