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Sunday, September 4, 2011
![]() Lately, I don't feel like going out. Just feel like locking myself in the room. Listen to some sad song and fall asleep. I'm broken. But i don't know why. After yesterday, I feel so emotional. I regretted coming to this secondary school. Why can't i do well in my PSLE in 2008. I should've studied. I should have learn to pay attention in class. I should have listened. I should have to alot of things in 2008. I regret alot. Today, I suddenly have that feeling again. That feeling of everyone leaving you behind and not coming back. It's that same feeling of how i felt three years back. I failed PSLE and no-one came back. I'm scared the same thing will happen two or three years later. Or it will happen next year. I'm really useless. Stupid, why can't i study pass well. Why, whyi always get looked down by others. Got stuck in relationships. And affect studies. That is so stupid. I wish there is someone can scold me until I'm awake. Saying all this things and i still doesn't change. WHATS THE POINT. Please study uh elaine, I'll just stop here. I 'll blog after end of year exams are over. bye. I keep thinking what life would be like if you had heard me out. I try not to waste my time like that, but sometimes life without you gets hard. All i can do is tell myself, "Maybe we were destined to fall apart and away from each other." We aren't meant to be. |
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What did you do to my heart
Why does it hurt so much |
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