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Sunday, August 21, 2011
6:02PM


Hi. That's was taken yesterday.
Went out with the bitches. wooooohooo they rock. went to celebrate rasyiqah's birthday.




I don't know why. but somehow. When i'm with them i'll still feel damn left out. One year gap that i'll never follow up. But i'm glad i know them i'm happy to be in 212. When i just joined 212. i feel fuck alone. & i'm always alone. If you see my previous post you'll see how much i hate 212. Hahaha. specially nigel & the gang. They'll like act only. But now like okay. But i still don't like some people in that class.

Kay back to the left out part. No is like sometimes when i'm with the bitches. I'll be happily talking until they talks about last year. then i'll be like sighhhh theres go again. Last year, i'm not in this class! Sigh. Ohwellz. But yesterday i really had fun. Is just that cb didn't come! urgh. sometimes the bitches are really nice friends. i don't know why i have alot of theeeese friends. They know my family problems, they know i'm poor. Then everytime they will treat me this treat me that. I don't know why. Even thou i'm goddamnhungry. Not enough money to eat even if my close friends give me their money to buy food. I just don't like it. I mean like they're my close friends why can't i just accept their money & eat.

I can't eh. I don't know why. I don't like people treating me stufff. Speically my close friends. i just don't like i don't know why! Urgh i think whoever is reading this don't understand me at all. Sighhh. But being with the bitches i really will feel the same way as fahh. Yesterday i feel soso underdress. That's why i didn't really talk when we are on the train. I feeeeeeeeeeel so left out. like a nobody. I always feel like i'm the odd one out. I shouldn't be in that group at all. I'm like the fattest person. In that group. Everyone esle is goddamnskinny. I'm the only fat inside. Nigel is so right can. Sigh why can't i born skinny. & be able to fit in everywhere i go.

Sigh i think i'm born unlucky. I'm not pretty, I'm not skinny, I'm not smart, I'm not good in alot of things, i'm stupid, I don't have a good family, I can't get in to the secondary school i wanted to be in, I'm not good in dancing but i love dancing so much, I'm born poor, I don't really have friends, Nobody really likes me, i can't dream, My dreams don't come true. Sigh all is so true.

K i stop here nowzz. I don't know why i'm so sad today. Even if others ask me why am i sad. I can't answer them. Cause i don't know why. Why am i like this. Whywhywhywhy. sighhhhhhhh.

:(


Elaine chee what happen to you today!

What did you do to my heart
Why does it hurt so much