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Friday, August 26, 2011
1;15AM


Didn't blog for quite awhile now.

I got this feeling that like our secondary 2 life is ending. It's august already. I wishhh we'll still be in the same class. sigh time flies fast. Even the people i use to be close with isn't that close anymore. Sigh. I feel that i really have this super weird feeling today in class. I feel like me & red. Isn't that close already. It's like. you're getting further and further away :( We rarely talk now. So sad uhhh. I don't know why. I swear i don't have that feelings anymore. But why i still care. I pay so much attention when someone called your name. That bitch, you have been talking to her so nicely this few days. Kay i admitted i'm jealous. Kay i'm very jealous. Usually they don't talk so nicely.. But these few they really like one item. Just like what Mr Ben said. I regret telling Mr ben that they're together which they're not. Sigh what's wrong with me these days.

Today, I got back my score sheets. I failed four subjects as usual. They're Maths, Science, Literature, Geography, History. Oh no. That's five not four.. Fuck. I failed Five?! Such a failure. And Joshua said i'm hardworking. Wtf. That's so not true. I'm lazy. I'm a very lazy person. Why am i like that. I studied so hard to go into a secondary school. I studied so hard to from normal technial to normal academic. Now? Five failed. And Maths & Science are inside. They're important. How can failed. I feel so fuckup. So stressed. I really want to scream I really want to cry out loud. 9 subjects is alot. My sister's school fairfield, only 6 subjects. Eoy is coming like in three weeeks time. I really don't have time. Not enough time. i'm tired. Really tired. Sigh. Sick of studying. I really want to quit school! But why, what for. Quitting school is stupid. it's freakish stupid. I must study. So that i won't regret. I don't want people to look down on me anymore.

You did well this common test. 4 test you got 70marks. I think, you failed two only. Sigh i always compared myself with you. Because i really want you to talk to me. Somehow i feel that you're always looking down on me. But you want to be a nice person. So refuse to say that i'm stupid. I don't know why am i born like this, so stupid. :( But i won't give up. My goal is to go in to NGEE ANN. i really like that poly alot. Elaine chee can do it! So then, recently. I'm watching on the fringe on channel 8. It's about gangsters and all that. I find that this year. 2011. Alot people is talking to me about gangsters. Like from teachers to students. Students to teeevee. i don't know uh. alot about gangsters. Haha. Sigh i really believe i can to well. If i want to. Impossible is not a word. :D

Alright, i'll stop here now. Bye! :)
What did you do to my heart
Why does it hurt so much