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Wednesday, January 25, 2012
i can't seems to post pictures now, in blogger. WHY weird.... Sunday, January 22, 2012
do you miss me? Hi. I'm back it's 2012 already, entered another different class. I miss my old class. Anyway, This is year theres alot of coursework to do. damn irritating. I took boi,chem, geo,ss, then art. Gosh, i hate art. Draw until i can cry. REGRETTED so much k. Sigh. But no choice already. I didn't chose properly last year. Now sigh, bo bian already! k i just move forward uh. Elaine you can do it! k. Maths is gets harder very single year. And you know i'm not a maths lover. I hate maths so much! Urgh, going get a tutor soon! ASAP uh. Kaisheng is having his O's this year. And It's have have been 2weeeks. We have not seen each other. Until last friday. We went bugis, cause his classmates wants to shop for cny stuff. sigh only for have few hours. I gets to see his stupid annoying face. I miss him so much <3 sigh. I know i should understand. Why he can't meet me everyday. Because of his f&n tutorial almost everyday. But i can really feel that our love is fading away. :( Cried almost every night thinking about him. Maybe i think too much uh. Maybe i'm just scare one day i'll lose him like how i lose the previous one uh. Sigh but he told me he promise to sustain our relationship. Is that even possible. Sigh. You know right, girls, likes to think & feel alot. Well ugh. i feel he don't really like me like he used to last time. :( you see, He don't really send texts like "i miss you" , "i love you" anymore. And not starting the conversation first. Feeling really really insecure. And that day when we go out that friday to bugis. Uhuh. He left me behind alone. While him walking so fast and quick with his friends infront. K this is the first time. A GUY DID THAT TO ME. Being pushed and boyfriend is all the way infront talking to his friends. sigh. WHAT IS THIS. he don't really held my hands like he used to. :'( Sad right. I'm sad, really sad. i feel insecured. This is really the first boyfriend i ever had. Letting me trying lots of new things. K this is the first time i have a boyfriend not seeing him for 2weeks. for a few hours i miss him already. 2weeks? kills me! :( Now cny is coming. sigh when will we eveer gotta meet again? hmmmm, next year?! sigh. I miss you so badly. I wish you're beside me right now. I miss your hugs, kisses. one question for you, "Do you still love me?" cause i still love you, like a g6! :( Sunday, December 4, 2011
5:58pm  hey, i'm back. sorry was busy working don't really had time to blog. I feel unwell, recently. Kept falling sick. Flu, cough blah blah blah. it's like forever. Just won't cured! eee, irritating. Sigh. It's already december already fast eh. next year it's going to be a tough tough year. Shit i have work tomorrow and i'm still awake gosh gosh this is not good. Just finished watching "you're the apple of my eye'' online. It is seriously a good movie can! So nice. The guy inside handsome siol. haha. awesome movie. K so, I still can't believe kaisheng is my stead already. We're together for a few weeks nowww. Date every week. Once, The problem is we always don't know where to go. haha. & our chat is always about ''astons'' & only astons. ''astons'' is the restaurant i'm working at. I know him through there, Just sad that we're from different outlets. His from iluma & i'm from city square. He tried asking his manager to transfer him to city sqaure but cannot! Because almost everybody know me & him are together. Seriously, from east coast also got people know. Now even the district manager! scary can. Sigh, sad. Can't really see him. Next week, his having a chatlet at downtown east. With his friends, He asked me to go! should i? aigoooo i scared his friends. His friends like sooooo scary! aiyo aiyo aiyo. Hard siaaaaa. K i think i stop here. blog next time if possible! Oh! & i got my pay already. it's only 500. Sad k. :( But i getting ipod touch soooooon still deciding which GB should i buyyyyy. K alrights. Stop here! Byeeee! nights! Saturday, November 12, 2011
8:17am  Hey! it finally happen! 12/11/2011 it's not a dream! i hope we lasted. really don't know what to tell jershenq. k Today is the fourth day, & i'm still sneezing. My headache kept coming back. Ate panadol extra for the past 4days. It's not working! maybe i should take two together next time! but i like the taste. I always can't swallow it down. So bitter! eeeeeeeee! Got work in the morning later at 11. End work at 8 today cause it's my mom's birthday! hehe. I'm so happy i was the first one to wished her happy birthday! first one k! I wake up to early today. But i think i didn't sleep at all yesterday i just closed my eyes. I just can't sleep. So hyper & awake. haiiiiishhh. I can't believe i really have boyfriend already! hehe. I want to go on diet le. he so skinny. Then i so fat. Ew. Hahahahahaha. Happy ttm! I hope he is sincere. Not playing my heart. Goshhhh he is so cute. K stop here bye! H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y M U M M Y ! ily ♥ Saturday, November 5, 2011
10:38PM  Weird feelings. Single is the best la k. I don't care already. Hehe. Anyway, stayed at home today. cause got sore eyes. can't go anywhere. itchy like hell. Very disgusting also. Slack like hell today. Can't wait still 21st november for my pay. Excited! I really want to put braces! :( I wished i'm closer to him. heh. There's work tomorrow at 12pm! early like shit. K i'm lazy to blog already. still here! bye! 4:34am  That's the street soccer i had been talking about. Haha. Held at jurong fustal centre. On the 29.10.2011. We got into finals but got 5th. Deproved alot. Nevermind theres still next year! go queenswayan! Anyway, It's 4:25am already. There's work later in the afternoon at 5pm. It's sean my manager's last day! So sad :( he's resigning. Aigoooo. Today, had work. Until 11pm. I'm surpised when i saw kaisheng. Hehehe. He came from suntec i think. He suddenly appear with his friends at city sqaure. Haha i don't know why i 'm just so happy. Recently, i fall in love again. i'm confused. I don't know who i really like. Kaisheng is another worker from astons at a different outlet. His older than me by a year. He is a cute, good looking guy! hehe. recently i had been chatting & texting him. Then there's another guy called jershenq His also older than me by a year. Weird uh. Usually all the guys i like is always a year older. oh then jershenq is nice & cute. But he is mean to me sometimes. I don't know but i have more feelings to another guy. Aigoooooo. I don't know! Only junjie & you blogwalkers knows about this. & of cos my bestie lee yi en! :-) Aigoo. I'm so confused. What to do. What to do. Junjie says i must think! :( Kaisheng says he accompanying me home on monday. So happy can! I'm still thinking. K it's going to be 5am soon. I need the sleep. Like seriously & fast. My dark circles getting wrost. Night people, night blogwalkers! bye! :) Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Bye 212, Hi 312. 7:41PM  I'm going to miss school. It's already November the first already. Another year going to end soon. So fasttttt. I learned alot of new things this year. Won't be in the same class next year with a lot of people not even him. At first i'm happy. Because i don't have to see his face anymore. But actually it's quite sad. Actually, In secondary school. The most memorable year is during year 1 & 2. Hais, it's going to be weird without mandy, mai around. and my mom :( i just feeels like i will be left next year. Because i don't have them around. Mai and mandy is always the person that won't made me left left out in the clique. Because nab will always be with fah and once they are together they will have endless talks. That make me feel left out. k nvm. Nobody will understands anyway. Then theres joshua, elaine's bestfriend. He is someone i always tells my problems to. Because we are usually in the same boat. Then joey, Shes always there to cheer me up. Sigh without them like. Weird :( it's really sad!!!!!! because once we are in the different class. It's like bye forever.. Looked at my 213 friends nowwww. We aren't close as before already. I'm afraid it will happened the same as them. I don't like it. I hope, We will still be close. I missed those times we studied in the library. It's like the besttttt memories. I'll miss 212 alot. Haiiiiiizzzz. Anyway, i'm off today. Today is nigel's & joshua first day of work. Haha. I hope they're done well. Good luck to them at suntec. Because theres really alot of tables. Haha. I hope they don't die there. Heh. Sunday is hari raya there will be 1.5 percent wohoooooo. oh & my last month pay i not yet received. slowwwww or whatttttttttttt. k i think i should stop here. Bye! |
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